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Zooey Graduates

by Bridgeroom

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1.
This morning I tore up every photograph but i kept all your letters i wonder what you've done with mine i don't think i'd ever want them back yours are stowed away under books i'll never read i hope that maybe someday i'll know what they mean but it's been years since you left town it's not like i was counting, anyhow all my friends have since moved on i wonder where all my ambition's gone guess i'll never know where i went wrong so i'll go out for a little while and i'll try to kill some time take a walk and turn around at the second stop sign finally found what i wanted to say but it won't change your mind can't keep myself from thinking about you all the time dreamt about you all last night it was my first dream in weeks your eyes were sort of silver shining and you tied up all your hair so there was no place you could hide “if this is what you want then look me in the eyes”.
2.
Matter 02:19
trouble means when you're alone no one calls i stay at home never once felt in control as you go across the line all i have is wasted time the matter has moved on it doesn't matter where i'm going as long as im gone and i won't ask you where you've been cause i've known all along as you go across the line all i have is wasted time the matter has moved on.
3.
Greenwoods 03:06
You turned around every now and then to remind me of exactly where we’ve been i took the lead almost happily i couldn't see what you really thought of me another round try and hold our ground with every sound begging to turn tonight around i drank it off in a deadpan toss i didn't want us to have this talk so use your head now if you don't mind cause there's no going back this time i guess it's fine so whats the point in trying now if you don't wanna hear me out? i guess it's fine was just another toy for you i'm way too used to being used i guess its fine.
4.
I hid your photo in my wallet left it just in case i wanted to look you in the eyes again you left a note on the back for me to read when i got lonely i still like to play pretend so was this how you intended? to leave me lost and hanging here i know i deserved all of it drive by your house every night see you in your windows light i miss the way you glow so while I try to drink this off whatever this was i never wanna sing another stupid song for you.
5.
Best Friends 03:29
So what that I lost touch with my best friends? they all lie and say they understand i'm a hassle without you i'm drunk again i know i'm always upset it never ends i keep on pointing fingers and replacing blame i know i'll never learn cause everyday still feels the same and i am starting to give up i just need to clear my head so what that I lost touch with my best friends? they all lie yeah they don't understand i'm a hassle without you i'm drunk again i know i'm always upset it never ends started to self medicate so i can asleep i never should have let you know i'm yours to keep and i wonder why it's still so hard to have any fun or let down my guard in front of anyone and I am starting to give up i just need to clear my head so what that I lost touch with my best friends? they all lie yeah they don't understand i'm a hassle without you i'm drunk again i know i'm always upset it's never going to end.
6.
Hanover 01:45
Fantasize every night what it might feel like to take down those old letters and cut open my eyes i think the thought is nice i didn't wanna stop talking to my friends i started to resent them for their happiness that's how it's always been yeah those thoughts are resurfacing again.
7.
Eventually 02:52
About two months ago today i first fell for your name you said you'd wait for me “we’ll meet up, eventually” but now you never answer i tried my best to hold it together meet somewhere in between “but don't expect too much from me” now i'm drinking from the bottle does it's best to keep me warm i cant forget that you're not here guess i'll have another one eventually you'll have to answer me it doesn't need to make me happy just say something, anything i still can't tell these streets apart my friends all say i fall too hard my vision's getting kinda blurry i know that you wont answer when I call.
8.
Sleeping In 02:20
I'm sleeping in till the sun is gone again another day spent wasted in my bed and ill fall asleep alone it's the same thing every night too scared to try again afraid that you might so can I find some steady footing or anything at all? sometimes I act like you're still here i've been alone too long and i confess i'm still obsessed with every word you wrote and sent you said i'd never understand i'll never understand and i confess i'm still a mess still searching every call and text all i want is happiness there's no coming back from this.
9.
Well you expressed some interest but to no reply so just wait and see patiently maybe tonight but you were wrong all along it never works out so go have a drink and try not to think about this right now “this isn't fair they never care” you only think about yourself yeah you only think about yourself.
10.
Every day starts and ends the same i only wanted you to stay or at least to explain stuck floating in an endless sleep i'm so tired of never dreaming could you tell me what it means? stay inside cause i can't stand the rain you always said you loved these kinda days so i guess it's ok was it really what you made it out to be? was i only listening to me? i prefer the fantasy but only you could know what you wanna do i just thought i'd be there too i'm another story you skimmed through and i see me dead in the rain floating far away i'll finally feel safe and i see me falling apart not sure where i start but i won't get very far in less than thirteen months i pushed out in front just to fall again so where do i go now? thought i'd figured out but now i'm lost again and i gave up on my friends asking where i've been cause it's better off that way cigarettes and Seagram’s gin my sophomore year of school how could you expect more of me when it's always about you? but i never tried my best and that's why they all left at least that's what i tell myself.

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This is our debut album as Bridgeroom. It took 3 years of mostly messing around, multiple early 20s crises, and finding drum space but we are very proud of what we made and we hope you enjoy it!

SIDE A
1 Mile Hill South
2 Matter
3 Greenwoods
4 The Wallet Song
5 Best Friends

SIDE B
6 Hanover
7 Eventually
8 Sleeping In
9 Maybe Tonight
10 Zooey Graduates

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released January 31, 2020

recorded / mixed / mastered by grayson jeffries at bitterlite sound, bridgeport, ct, from march 2018-january 2020
additional recording by joe russo at guacamole fields r.c., newtown, ct

chris otero: guitars, vocals, bass, additional mixing (6)
grayson jeffries: guitars, bass (1, 2, 9), drums (3, 4, 5, 6, 7), synth, piano, additional vocals (5, 9, 10), cover art
joe russo: drums (1, 2, 4, 8, 10)

songs and words by chris otero

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